Greenhouse Balloon

路，是人走出来的

每个人都有自己的路

你可以选择走别人铺好的路

别人为你指的路

或者自己开辟一条属于自己的路

 

一旦选择了开辟新的路

未来也将会是未知数

也许顺畅，或许坎坷

 

走自己的路

並不代表你从此孤单一人

如果迷路了找不到方向

可以问问别人

也许可以快一点解困

 

如果路上遇到了墙

你会冲过去还是绕过去?

一个人的目光是有限的

也许墙並不是你看到的那么高那么宽

旁观者清

别人也许可以指引你一条路绕过这堵墙

或者有人会交给你一把工具去把墙推倒

 

或许你不稀罕别人的指引，别人的工具

还是不希望麻烦别人

决定用自己撞墙去闯出一条血路

那麻烦想清楚

到底墙会先倒下？

还是自己的血会先流干？

 

也许你不怕牺牲

但麻烦想想身边关心你的人

今天又无聊去找东西看

找到一个很好玩又很好听的音乐会

‘NOKIA音樂有得TALK 903 MUSIC TALKIE音樂會’

全部都算是很喜欢的一众唱作人

虽然已经是半年前的东西...

听说之前已经有办过一次，由于反应太好移师大一点的场地再办

所以说好音乐一定有人支持

 

看到片段以后只可以说没有到现场看真的很可惜

一堆好朋友在很开心的玩音乐

不用下台，都在台上打打闹闹

休息就席地而坐，互相合音

 

1 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMjpdnBnvD8 （大合唱）

2 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rbAjJlXKYE （Ivana - 画意）

3 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hCvxGjLHxvw （Hins - 酷爱）

4 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VqjdSnGMcSw （Khalil）

5 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6pRLpNu-QKQ （Khalil - 爱爱爱）

6 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GrQ0LSqxnyQ （卡通歌大合唱）

7 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8G5NbQkS1fk （嘉宾 ：杨千嬅 - 集体回忆）

8 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nLcS3lVaD3Q （Louis & 6wing beat-box battle)

9 - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yr8VddxM3-Q （Ivana & Hins斗琴； 生日surprise）

not even a month's time away from this sem's final exam...time really flies...

need to hand in d banking report on 20th also...

seems like need to start doing something

but...how many times i can do what i think at d beginning leh?? mayb once? twice? or never?

i also dun remember...haha

 

many readings before exam...taxation...d one very similar to law stuff...n...close book!

mmm...last time i spent a whole week on reading d law textbook for d open book exam

this time...seems need more

haha...

but, i dun think i can keep myself so into d boring textbook for more than a week's time

dim leh???

 

also need to spend some time on marketing...dun wanna fail again

...was angry with myself for sometime about this...

not anymore

 

2 finance paper shud be easier...hopefully...

should still need read some of d banking stuff...there r short answer questions i think

 

well...exams are...

 

 

最近都在干吗呢？

...我也不知道...

 

放假了9天

在家待了整整7天

天天睡觉、上网

 

前段时间终于去考了驾照

终于可以名正言顺的自己开车了

但...车...

 

唉...

 

今天总算开了一回

还不错

对自己车子的熟悉程度还可以

虽然确实没开过几次

 

已经跟lochie说了

他早上不用打工的话我就开车去上学

晚上6点前回来换他开去打工

当然也有顺便督促他一下买车的事

越快越好

不用换来换去的

毕竟那是我的车

但也不好不让他开去打工

 

天啊！

赶快掉下来一部车！

让他赶快买！

（我傻了...不要理我！）

 

晚上跟穗明聊了一下

还是要买Hatch back的

不然车库放不下两部车

（穗明的车干吗那么大？！）

不然就只有在车库都贴上海绵、泡沫一类的东西

两部车停很贴...很怕撞了...

在自己家车库把车撞了好像有点白痴...

 

anyway...

赶快赶快赶快！！！

 

连续几天都很‘早’睡

今天要早起

现在很累～

初中同学又有聚会了...每次回去都没有碰上对的时间，很久没有见到很多其他人了

 

在同一个地方一起度过了3年最快乐的时光

到处都充满回忆的校园

课室、操场、饭堂、小卖部......

 

还记得一行十几人

猪猪、吱吱、猫猫、毛毛虫、老豆、大佬、捞志、椰子、忌廉............

浩浩荡荡的去看电影，快把电影院一行的座位坐满

十几人去人最多的一间麦当劳找位子吃东西

 

时光飞逝，9年前的第一次相会的情形已经忘记

但很庆幸9年后大家还会相见，有空聚聚，还是好朋友

 

去看看我的好朋友们吧

很久没见了，大家都变了很多

看起来大家都很好

下次我回去也要找大家聚聚

 

听说小高的baby快要出生咯，希望小baby健健康康的

当年那个刚从大学毕业，可爱的小高也要当妈妈了...时间过得真快

放假前阿姨的朋友介绍了一份bakery的工作，早上7点做到下午2点。虽然说工钱有点低，但本着拿点工作经验就答应了。由于早上7点就要到那边了，很早就要起床，然后连续在那边站7个小时只有在吃lunch的时候才能稍微坐一下。3天之后，突然的就告诉我不用再去了......

 

 

so so so unhappy about it!!!

 

grace说这是第一次看到我这样...我真的很少这样。

 

但，这一次，我，真的，生气了！！以后再也不要去那里！！他们懂得尊重人我也不要跟他们再有什么交集！！

5月11日刚刚过去，也就是我的21岁生日刚刚过去......

21岁代表着什么呢？我的21岁应该是怎样呢？

 

记得我生日的人其实不多，除了爸妈以外就是那一共不到10个的好朋友们

从来不习惯宣扬自己的生日，其实我也不知道为什么

也没有很希望生日有什么特别，只要生日那一天平平静静、开开心心就好

唯一希望的就是不要有test或是隔天要交的asignment

 

今年的生日呢？

庆幸能跟好朋友们一起过

除了上课

下午茶，game zone，电影，晚餐...

很开心的一天

谢谢你们！！！

 

21岁以后会有什么样的变化呢？ who knows...

 

 

 

我的电脑终于回来了！虽然声卡还是有点小问题，但终于不用每天东倒西歪的看着那个坏掉一半的电脑屏幕，打中文不再要用猜的，书桌上面的东西也顿时少了不少，有地方可以让我写写东西了...嘻嘻，我是没有很常写东西喇！

 

这两个星期又到了assignment跟test的日子，不知道为什么，每次这个时候总是会想起来这里写点东西...明明就忙得要死！真是的...！

 

最近事情也不少，除了学校功课以外还有弄visa，弄我妈申请过来旅行的东西，还有买房子的事情

 

assignment写好了再来聊聊买房子的事情吧，很多想说的...

after a not long enough xmas holiday, all studies need to be back on track again. presentation was finished in last week's tutorial, another assessment is completed. finance's second test also finished this wednesday. then only a communication in class test left before final exam.

 

time flies, final exams is coming in a month time. lectures will be finished sometime around 5th...well, need to study for exam soon...

 

move into new place for a month already, more than half of the time stay at home alone...ee stay in her friend's place so often...for many reason la. stay in front of the computer everyday watch video on Youtube...lucky that internet speed is quite fast while only i am using it. but because of the earthquake in taiwan beginning of the month, lost connection to many chinese websites for few days. it is getting better now, but still so slow...wanna download some new songs!!! hopefully the undersea wire gonna be fixed soon.

 

many new albums release at end of the year also at beginning of the year. got few quite good one in this 2 months, like...

gary cao 'superman';

khalil fong 'love love love';

mayday 'live for love';

tank 'keep fighting'

ivana's new album is out also, can not remember it name...but these all have good comments. come on!! get it fix fast!!!

haven't come here for such a long time...

something wrong with the computer monitor, couse a little problem to type chinese words, AND too lazy to type in english!!!

 

 

just wanna write a summary for these 2 months...

 

semester 2 lecture finished at the end of Oct, started get prepare for the final exam...surely i never start from the first day...i always think if i start studying too early before exam, i will forget almost everything when exam comes...well, that is me!

 

got told by landlord that they are gonna sell their house and going back to china, so...i need to find another place to live then...this is a quite good house, bright and clean, i like to live here...but anyway... i have to leave! selling a house is not that easy, i assume it will not be sold in a short time...like what i do for my exam...wait till the last minute!! also exam is starting, do not feel like thinking about those at this time...hehe

 

house has been passed to agents, i am told that there will be agents and buyers come and look around the house all the time, also i need to tidy up all my stuff...a little messy...spent an hour to put boxes to the garage, tidy up books on the desk n on the floor...not a big problem for me to tidy in a short time...the big problem is i need to keep it like this all the time!!! as people come and look at the house during day time, i got another really BIG BIG BIGGEST problem of getting not enough sleep!! i usually 'stay up whole night and sleep whole day' (that is how my ex-homestay describe my life). do not feel like doing anything when i have not enough sleep!!! i gonna have my exam soon...canot leave it like this!!!

 

many things obstructing my study plan for the exam (do i really have one??? well, anyway...). 2 weeks before exam start, i make a big decision: i am going to study in massey library EVERYDAY till the end of exam!!! really scary right? even i think so. the most important things make me have this crazy idea is law, i listen nothing in the lectures, did not even look at the book, and i know i really need to go through everything in the book or i will have no way to pass the final exam, seriously! and there is no way i can put anything in my brain if i read this kind of boring, not understandable (for me) thing at home.

 

in those 2 weeks, i get up at 9am, start walking at 930am, arrive in the library at around 10am, then find a seat there and start reading. at 5pm i go to lab to check email and news stuff till 7pm. at 8pm cook myself dinner and eat. and then have a shower or sit for while then i will go to bed before 11am...being so regular...it is hard to not get tired while get up so early in the morning and spend whole day on brain working stuff...

 

finally all my exam finished on 9 Nov. feeling so good to put a big stone down. boring life starts!!! haha...

 

summer school starts just about a week after all the sem2 exam finished. i am taking 219100 communication and 125230 managerial finance this time, finance requires us have 6hrs lectures every week...and thats every Wed to Fri from 9 to 11...need to get up so early again!!!

 

i was told another news by the landlord 2 weeks ago, they had book their flight home on 18 Dec. i have 3 weeks to find a place and move, need to do something then...nearly at the same time, ying ee told us she has got the visa and is coming over from fiji on 17 Dec. oh~well~good then...find a 2 room unit to live with her will be good.

 

yesterday go visit a unit again in glenfield which we went and had a look last weekend, decided to rent there after have a look around again. $230 per week excluding power and phone sounds a pretty good deal. landlord is an old couple, they are cantonese as well, the old man seems quite nice...haha...so, moving on friday while cousin is free that day. also gonna borrow his boss's truck on that day...haha...got so many stuff, my little civic will not big enough even if we go twice.

 

now need to pack up again, that is why i hate moving alot, also communication assignment is due in 10 days...many thing to do...but anyway, looking forward to see ying ee in a week's time, haven't seen her for......3 years since last time i went to fiji!!!

 

oh! another thing, we start playing badminton every Wed since the week before summer start, that is a really good exercise also good fun to play with all friends...after many weeks' exercise my arms and legs no longer got pain the day after playing la...haha...another plan of going swimming every Mon have not successfully started...mm...still not sure about whether tomorrow can go or not. but i promise i sure will go after i move! ok?

information system都係星期一嘅課

 

想當初第一日番學，規規矩矩3點去到坐好等上課，果日study centre居然爆滿，差d唔夠位坐......上完第一個鍾，聽個阿伯講完d乜鬼註意事項啊、test啊、exam啊...之類，就俾d“損友”拉走咗...后尾聽番d人講話係開始講課wor

 

第二個星期，開始講quiz答案，所以好認真咁坐足2個鍾聽晒，但其實一樣又係唔知聽咗d乜咁咯

 

第三個星期，係乜鬼guest lecturer講埋晒d同本書and exam都完全無關係既嘢，好似有d上當受騙嘅感覺...第二個鍾，走！

 

到咗第四個星期，星期日晚就問定d friend星期一會唔會去上課，個個都係...“睇下點啦”、“睇下天氣點啦，好天咪去咯”“睇心情啦”......之後嘅2、3個星期日都會有類似的對話喺msn上面出現，當然，唔知大家心情又或者天氣係咪真係咁差，星期二見到面問番，根本都無人去上課

 

到咗近呢4、5個星期，以上對話就一次都無再出現過...唔係大家都好自覺咁去上課，而係大家都知道問咗等于無問，只會係一樣嘅答案，而無人真係會去......點會搞成咁嘎？？？

 

唔知呢，其他課我地都會去上，雖然有時係會上一半走咗，但都叫做係有上丫...可能係時間問題，IS係下午3點到5點，無咩番學嘅感覺掛...咁其他課大部分都係朝早9點，咪更加應該起唔到身唔番咯？？？唉～～

 

即係點啊？？？

這兩天都在做accounting的assignment（practice set），為了要讓交上去的本子清潔整齊一點，一直都在電腦上用excel做，直到今天下午確認不再作修改了才把最后的答案抄到那個破本子上（20幾30塊的“破”本子...啊～唉～）...抄，也抄了好幾個小時吧...真纍啊～抄完以後手都痠掉！！！才發現原來我很久都沒有拿起筆來寫那么久的字了（是英文...中文更不用說）。assignment一般都是essay，1千多字的而且還要print出來，當然就直接在電腦上面寫了...上課的筆記一般都不用抄，網上直接print出來就好，就算抄也就幾行字而已...平常在家裡...那就更更更不用說了，沒事寫什么？？？啊～！最近一次寫很多的應該是上星期的law test吧，大概寫了三、四十分鍾（奇怪！考試時候寫一堆都不怎么纍誒...可能是註意力都沒放在手上吧）

 

做practice set真的很煩，essay只是想不想寫的問題，吹（水）一下就了來了（字數先不要理），practice set這個東西不是想做就做得出來的...第一個問題是會不會做，不會還得翻書...會做了也不一定能做對，最討厭是自己可以知道答案不對，卻很難找到到底哪裡出錯......突然那天走狗屎運一下就做出來那是奇蹟，我們的話來說就是...第一次做的答案不balance是正常，能做到balance才是不正常（什么狗屁理論？！...但那是事實）...

 

ps: 一共寫了不下30次的"Profit and Loss Summary"，寫到最後都寫成了一堆，"Summary"變成"S＋一條綫＋尾巴"的物體...而且...今天用的筆有點不順手

     最近assignement寫不少，打字速度倒是快了好多，有些特定的單詞打得很順手哦～ 十幾年了，終于不用老看着鍵盤打字了（偶爾還是會喇！）哈～！

今日個accounting test可以講係咁多年來到目前為止，我經歷過既大大小小測驗考試唯一會用“無聊”來形容既一個test！

 

1個鍾，20題選擇題，計落就係平均3分鍾做一題，所以之前一直都頗驚～ 按理來講應該會好難，好似finance咁1個鍾15題就好多計算題，煩都煩死！但係accounting又好似冇邊d可以出得好復雜既題，咁就搞到更加“彷徨”......偏偏呢科又唔知搞乜，完全無上年的題目或者練習的題目睇下，即係連大概考d乜都完全毫無頭緒......好彩本書個website有每個chapter既MCQ練習題～ 我仲鬼死咁認真，前兩日就去全部做晒1百幾題，仲打印埋出來（仲搞到我printer無墨添）......

 

入去擺低個袋，坐低，寫名，睇題目，開始做，檢查，交卷，攞袋出門口......從頭到尾......25分鍾......無言......而真正做題目果part只有10分鍾......我從屋企出門行到學校都要半個鍾，居然就為咗一個10分鍾就做完既test！仲要用半個鍾行番屋企...

 

既然set得test，就整多幾條題目喇，唔好話做足1個鍾喇，就做夠半個鍾都好啊......10分鍾咁算點啫？！

 

好彩都仲算佢有人性，唔使我地坐足1個鍾先走得...上次macro test我就坐咗足足40分鍾（考80分鍾）......

這個semester的essay終于全部搞定，現在剩下的就是test和一個accounting的practice set，這裡面最難熬的應該是law的test吧...law啊～

昨天晚上雖然說是熬了一整個晚上才完成，但真正在認真寫的時間也就不過5、6個小時而已，寫accounting的essay真的比law的要好寫好多，至少可以吹，不要吹錯方向就好，而不必想law那樣引用這引用那，不能亂講一通...

唉，做完了，不想了...

經過將近12小時的奮鬥，終于把law assignment幹掉！爽！！

休息1、2天就要投入到NEXT assignment － financial accounting的essay...

唉～

加油！努力！

1500字而已嘛...

我認識的他...

衝動，頽廢

幽默，可愛

飛快的遠遠超出我聽力範圍的語速

不是很標準的廣東話

誇張搞笑的表達方式

美妙的歌聲

 

不經意的已經認識了好幾個年頭

看了molly的space后突然腦中閃過多年前第一次見到他的那一天

徬彿那不是很久之前的事

 

前幾個月一起唱K

張信哲、陶喆、林俊傑、周傑倫......

只要他拿起mic，其他人絕對不敢唱

那...以后...還會有機會聽到他的歌聲嗎？

 

可以見到的朋友越來越少了，每一次有人要離開，心中的失落又漲一分

昨天得知jimmy決定回國，明天早上的飛機......

 

看着從前認識的朋友一個個的離開新西蘭，想起在high school時候一起玩樂的開心日子，真的很捨不得

雖然過去的是美好的，但畢竟那已經成為了回憶，總不能永遠沉浸在過去的快樂中

我們大家還年輕，以后還有很長的路要走

每個人走的路都不會一樣，未來的路是怎樣誰都不知道

也許會不好，也許會更好

無論如何，既然已經決定了離開，只能祝福他

...希望他未來的路能走好...

今天早上去體檢

驗血的時候抽了很多血～～

錢也付了3百多

 

我的“血"啊！！！！

 

昨天晚上弄iPod裡面的歌弄到很晚，今天早上又很早起牀，結果下午上課超不爽，頭還好像有點暈暈的～

總是覺得會有人問我係唔係真係開始上課......廣州d friend全部都放假，但係仍然見到我長期在綫......點解我會咁覺得呢......好明顯，時差問題！！！好似今日咁，上9點到11點，我上完課翻到屋企中國先朝早7點幾...都唔知d人起身未？！唉～～我都唔想咁早翻學嘎....

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已經預咗第一日上lecture肯定好多人，點知居然幾乎坐到滿晒成個lecture room，哇！！少有！！第一堂本來就預咗係講廢話，但係又唔可以唔去，呢d咁既廢話喺書揾唔到...又好似好重要咁...到咗break time，本來坐到滿既lecture room突然空咗一半...真係咁悶咩？？？

 

講真果句...我都走咗...呵呵～～～去攞note，去book shop睇下d“行情”...好貴～～～～～～殺人咁貴～～～～～～救命！！！

 

聽日應該會有翻d翻學既感覺喇，9點上課...肯定係半昏睡狀態坐足兩個鍾.........